Friday, July 6, 2018

Today I am feeling totally listless. I need a list!
I compile a bunch of oracle readings because I cannot think of anything else I have tyhe energy for. I am just going to go with the flow.
I am thinking about doing laundry, that's as far as my energy will take me. Just thinking about it is tiring. Why? I feel fine physically. At least when I was really sick I had an excuse.

I Ching reading for today.

Sabian Symbol for this:


The Oracle Answers
Scorpio 2
A BROKEN BOTTLE AND SPILLED PERFUME
This Symbol implies something fragile and beautiful that may somehow be shattered or lost. It can also show the need to let things go and not hang onto them to the point of shattering and loss. There will be times of building up or concentrating your emotions until they are suddenly let out. There may be little that you can do about an outburst, but you may need to be careful of what you do as you sort things out. Sometimes things need to be “Broken” so that their contents can be released and fully appreciated or revealed. The smell of “Perfume” can release memories of love, longing and desire, but also anger, hurt or jealousy. Memories lingering on. Spilled emotions. Scents or aromas. Upsetting people. Shattered emotions. Chiropractors. Back surgeons. Genie let out of the bottle. Breaking glass. Loss.
The Caution: Things looking good on the outside, but the contents disappointing. Spilling one's guts. Things erupting suddenly. Injured or broken necks or backs. Envy and jealousy. Broken bones. Smelly remnants.
Keywords: The memory of things lingering on. Scents or smells that evoke reactions. The "cat let out of the bag". The "genie let out of the bottle". Dizziness. Passing out. Smelling salts. Liquids spilled. Anything broken or shattered. Accidents. The loss of something precious. Alcoholism. Biological and chemical weapons of all kinds. Being emotionally charged. Cracking up to crack open. The sound of breaking glass.

Make a little gift, even if it is not a special day. That is Synchronic in the chain of events.

The sea covers what wants to remain hidden. The fascination of the unknown.  A light in the night.

=>YOUR CARD FOR THE DAY

MANY PATHS


THE ESSENCE: 
All paths lead to Spirit. What you bring to your journey is what will determine if yours is a path of suffering, a path of wisdom, a path of bliss, or a path of loss. Consider the traveler who met two stonemasons. He asks one what he is doing, and the mason replies, “I am squaring out this stone.” He asks the other, who is doing the exact same thing, and gets the reply, “I am building a cathedral.” One man has a job; the other man has found his work and calling. He is part of an endeavor much greater than himself. Be sure you pick a path with a heart. 
THE INVITATION: 
Your call now is to take a big, bold step and leave the beaten path. Heaven and Earth are conspiring on your behalf to support you in this move. Do not dally lest you miss the moment! It’s time to sail into the uncharted. Be sure you attend to both your path through this earth, as well as your journey through the stars. 
THE MEDICINE: 
You have outgrown your current situation and risk losing your way in your own backyard. You are being called to step out of your comfort zone. Respond now, while the call is still a gentle whisper. Even though the woods look thick and impenetrable, venture in and let nature guide your steps through the dark until you reach your destination. Remember, if you do not know where you are going, any path will take you there.

WHAT ELSE DO I NEED TO KNOW?

WATER



THE ESSENCE: 

Water symbolizes purification, regeneration, birth, revival, and cleansing. It signifies an evolutionary shift from former self to new self. Many myths around the world speak of a “great flood” and the new life that is revealed after a deluge. Water begins without boundaries. Then, as soon as form has separated itself from water, it comes under the laws of time and life, thus acquiring limitations. 
THE INVITATION: 
When Water arrives, you’re invited to watch your emotions; know they are going to be changeable, and do not settle on a conclusion at this time. If you feel joy, feel that fully; if you feel sad, allow sadness to move through you. Water invites you to see the ebb and flow of events and trust you can ride the wave of opportunity when it arises. Natural flow is here. Go with it. 
THE MEDICINE: 
This is a time for cleansing unwanted energy and sticky feelings. Consider this: what water does to the flesh, it does in sacred ritual to the spirit. The spiritual cleansing, like baptism, is the opportunity to get an instantaneous experience of the timeless, non ordinary reality in which all true creation takes place. Now is also a time that is pregnant with potential for you. Carl Jung talked about the maternal, womb like significance of water as a universal symbol. Water represents the potentiality of existence. It precedes and sustains every creation. Emergence from it is manifestation; immersion in it is dissolution of form. Because of this, it symbolizes regeneration. Make way for the process. You can expect it to be messy but worth it.

=>WHERE IS THIS GOING?

MYSTICAL SHAMAN


THE ESSENCE: 
This is the symbol of the mythmaker and storyteller who is neither made of nor defined by the story. Instead he observes it, evolves through it, perceives all aspects of it. In so doing, the Mystical Shaman represents the ability to dream a new story, a new myth, into being. He dances between worlds, wearing the cloak of the world loosely around his shoulders, and sings the world into being. He reminds us to be in the world and travel through it, but not to be defined by it or become too attached to the experience. This is the symbol of true alchemy, for all elements of life have a spiritual aspect and a material one. When we remember this, all manner of miracles and manifestations are possible. 

THE INVITATION: 
When the Mystical Shaman appears, you’re invited to consider the ability to live without attachment. You are called to create and dream your life, to act on inspiration and divine impulse without fixating on a known story of success or achievement. Can you impartially observe the stories you tell yourself and others? What if you could become a mystery to yourself? Who would you become if you stopped telling the tales that have defined you up until now? You do not have to live in a story that has roots in the past. What if there were no need to explain you to anyone, not even to yourself? The way to your most extraordinary life is to become a blank slate and allow the form of your dreams and desires to show up, as it will. This is a sign of manifesting a life beyond your wildest dreams. 

THE MEDICINE: 
Be careful what you pray for. The Mystical Shaman cautions you against relentless attachment to a certain form that you think will make you happy, prosperous, famous, loved, etc. However, in seeing your dream come into being, had you considered what you were willing to sacrifice for it? Perhaps you have been telling yourself a certain story for so long—the story that only when you reach this particular goal will you be happy, that you will arrive—you didn’t even notice you’re no longer the person who wanted those outcomes. You may have moved beyond those stories. Perhaps it’s time to admit to yourself that you need to imagine a new story that is more in alignment with who you have become. This is just one moment in millions of moments in the continuum of a life. Let it go. Let it be just a story, and move on. Better tales are waiting to be told.











Wednesday, May 16, 2018

Podcast#1
I am just messing around with various media in my seemingly random purposeless way, trying this that and the other thing. Graham says I am shaping his future against his will, but not at all I am seeing what EXISTS in the time/space continuum. All I have to do is wait it out. It's not even in my hands anymore. It's a complete package which is en route. Trust in the process.
Meanwhile, the boys are coming on the 25th and 27th and Steve comes on the 25th. Graham's birthday is on the 21st. I would love to be there with him, but I need to follow through on these guys. Graham's going to be happy with this decision at some point. All the stories will get told when at last we sit together in the great hall.
One day we're going to come back and laugh at it all!

And this.

Perhaps it’s time to admit to yourself that you need to imagine a new story that is more in alignment with who you have become. This is just one moment in millions of moments in the continuum of a life. Let it go. Let it be just a story, and move on. Better tales are waiting to be told.

Friday, May 11, 2018

In a void dance

I am completely befuddled by what's going on with my buddy Cracker. 

Is he in jail? Has he had electro-shock therapy? I am totally befuddled by this. I believe he is sincere, and have faith in him. Tis is the oracle for this moment. 
THE PURGING OF THE PRIESTHOOD
This shows seeing through those who hold important positions yet abuse trust or those who make great claims but don’t live up to them. At this time, you’re likely to find yourself leaving others behind, kicking them out, or experiencing falls from grace. Periodically, there is a need to examine moral and spiritual sincerity. It is easy to allow those who don't really belong to stay because of familiarity or habit. We can lose sight of the ideal through our rationalizing intellect, ego and emotive passion. There is a need to cleanse and purify your life, leading to better spiritual values. What side of the “Purging” are you on? Are you the one with the ‘right motives’? Who’s in charge? Things holding you back. Revealing the truth. Throwing out what doesn’t measure up. Dismissals and redundancies. Being a hot shot or not. Betrayal of trust. Cover ups.
The Caution: Stressful battle over who's in charge. Blackmail. The threat of being thrown out. Something being revealed. Evicting people because they deceive, lie or mislead or just because they're not liked. Bringing somebody down. Scapegoating others. Corruption and scandal that threaten collapse. Wanting to appear to be doing the right thing. Coverups. The burning of books. Perversion.
Keywords: Revealing the truth of people for who and what they truly are. Cutting people off. Throwing out things that don't measure up. Forced retirement and redundancies. Payouts at the end of employment. Dismissals. Opting out for moral reasons. Being fired. Holes left where someone took up a lot of space.

Monday, June 20, 2016

Celebration of
the union of all spheres of consciousness inseparably, and the recognition of the sovereignity of consciousness.

Infinite in all directions. This is how life appears to me.
Although totally content with the circumstances of my life, I am opening to the acceptance of all sorts of synchronous, symbolic, serendipitous astonishments.
Life has indeed conspired to shower me with blessings. Every good thing I have favored is being added unto me.
I am seeing so very clearly that there is nothing to worry about. There is only increasing understanding.

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Just nowKingston

The productions of time.
The arts, music, dance, laughter,
literature, acting.
I seek to please no man
But to please myself
And keep company
With those who please
Themselves and delight
In my pleasure as well!
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Tuesday, June 14, 2016


To take the world as one finds it, the bad with the good, making the best of the present moment—to laugh at Fortune alike whether she be generous or unkind—to spend freely when one has money, and to hope gaily when one has none—to fleet the time carelessly, living for love and art—this is the temper and spirit of the modern Bohemian in his outward and visible aspect.  It is a light and graceful philosophy, but it is the Gospel of the Moment, this exoteric phase of the Bohemian religion; and if, in some noble natures, it rises to a bold simplicity and naturalness, it may also lend its butterfly precepts to some very pretty vices and lovable faults, for in Bohemia one may find almost every sin save that of Hypocrisy. ...
His faults are more commonly those of self-indulgence, thoughtlessness, vanity and procrastination, and these usually go hand-in-hand with generosity, love and charity; for it is not enough to be one’s self in Bohemia, one must allow others to be themselves, as well. ...
What, then, is it that makes this mystical empire of Bohemia unique, and what is the charm of its mental fairyland? It is this: there are no roads in all Bohemia! One must choose and find one’s own path, be one’s own self, live one’s own life

This is more of the sort of thing we did back in the day!!



3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag at least 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.


IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Milktoast
HELMET
-Aaaaagh!!Nerd!! Vanilla Ice!!!!

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Up on the roof
JAMES TAYLOR
_Yes, this is so. Aloof.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Secret Tear
ARIA
-I guess the pain of being human adds "Wabi Sabi" to a persons aura..(Pared down to its barest essence, wabi-sabi is the Japanese art of finding beauty in imperfection and profundity in nature, of accepting the natural cycle of growth, decay, and death.)


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Your Feets Too Big
THE INKSPOTS
-I AM being critical all around? Of everyone and myself? Doh!


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Suck
KITTIE
-Oh, well, you know what they say- you've got to suck before you get good.


WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Cantata No 4 Christ lag in Todesbanden (Christ lay in death's bonds)
J.S. BACH
-Hence my fascination with being Death or Queen of the Dead or other crazy stuff

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Mixed Emotions
ROLLING STONES
-Duh! Well No freaking wonder!!!

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
No Ordinary Love
SADE
-This is so solid that it makes death non-existent.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Juke Box Hero
FOREIGNER
-Fun with popular culture.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Blue Bossa
George Benson
-Three is nice. I favor triangulation.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Intro to the Spirit That Moves
BROOKE MEDICINE EAGLE
-Before I knew humans I knew this.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Witness
PAUL ROBESON
-Oh, and keep records of various sorts, at times. For fun.


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Stoned Immaculate
THE DOORS
-Am I there yet? Close enough.


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
You're a Wonderful One
MARVIN GAYE
-I tend to like who I am looking at in the moment.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The Prayer
CHARLOTTE CHURCH AND JOSH GROBAN
-This happens every day, actually.


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Candy Says
BLIND MELON
-But I thought I was already dead?

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
My Favorite Things
JAMIE AEBERSOLD
-Puttering around, playing with stuff


WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
The Man I Love
RAY CHARLES
_I can easily get so into someone that I neglect my hobbies and interests. Then my relationship with my Self becomes problematic and Things Get Ugly.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Aquele Abraco (That Hug)
Caetano Veloso E Joao Gilberto
_(I do like cuddling. SSSHHHH!!!)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Talking in Your Sleep
ROMANTICS
-Dream, Dream, Dream.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
King of Pain
THE POLICE
-Human behavior puzzles me, really it does. And I tried it all so I could understand it better and I still don't quite get it.


WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Cassiopeia
Joanna Newsome
-Because of Cassiopeia's vanity, Poseidon placed her in a chair which revolves around the Pole Star, so half the time she's obliged to sit upside down. He thought that Cassiopeia should not escape punishment, so he placed her in the heavens in such a position that, as she circles the celestial pole, she is upside-down for half the time.
(In Deep Space, being upside down is not a problem, however. Sorry, Poseidon!)
Topsy-Turvy. Dancing on the ceiling.
Thinking well of ones' self is not vain, anyway.
a kind of deatha kind of death